So, i know that i havent posted anything in quite some time, but i feel that i might start here in the near future im not sure. if i can get up the motivation to check my flash drive we'll see. all my other work is in a notebook with my ex, decided to give her my only hard copy of all my poems... it happens to be a problem i've had for a little while, but will hopefully be able to remedy soon if i can get her to loan it to me so i can type them all up... Anyways, just thought i'd update everyone.

What would you do IF...

I died:
I kissed you:
I fell:
I lived next door to you:
I showed up at ur house unexpectedly:
I stole something:
I was murdered:
I cried:
I was hospitalized:


::WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY::

Personality:
Eyes:
Hair:
Family:
Smile:


::WOULD YOU::

Keep a secret if i told you one?
Hold my hand?
Study with me?
Cook for me?
Love me?
Date me?


::HAVE YOU EVER::

Lied to make me feel better?
Wanted to kiss me?
Wanted to kill me?
Broke my heart?
Thought I was unbearably annoying?
Hated me?
Wanted to tell me someting but didn't?
Wanted to do something to me?


::More::

When and how did we meet?
What was your first impression of me?
What do you think of me now?
What reminds you of me?
Could you see us together forever?
When's the last time you saw me?
Are you gonna repost this to see what I say about you?

Havent gotten on here much lately. I'm not really in the mood to check everything, and see how peoples' deviations are doing, and how they look. I probably should check these things soon, as i have over 400 to look at again, but I really dont want to right now as I've said. In case you were wondering, since I'm sure that at least one person reads this, life is fine, and I'm really bored. There's not much for me to do here right now, cept sit on my ass, play videogames, and sleep, other than talking to people online or on the phone, that's my life right now. But oh well, it could be worse. Have fun.


Josh

Hummm, im really bored right now, and i cant really feel anything other than my heart beating, it's quite an odd sensation, and i think it's really scary, kinda. I just want to get out of my house, i hate it here, idk why, i have a lot of the things i want/need, but i just hate it here. I need to move somewhere, to go somewhere and do something more with my life than just sit on my ass all day playing videogames, doing homework, and sleeping. I need to get more of a life, and idc if you people think i want your pity, i really dont, im just venting, and all that great stuff.

well, i got down to 170 deviations in a couple days, and im too lazy to go through them all right now still, but if i get to them soon, you'll know, so, have fun